(Source: dysenterygay, via lahoehoe)
I miss you. Ever sense the day I met you my life has been completely different. You’ve taken me from being the happiest person in the world to feeling worthless in seconds. You’ve said things to me that everyone has said, good and bad, but coming from you they mean so much more. I think of you day and night hoping one day you’ll realize how much you mean to me. But then again I don’t want you to because doing that just lets you know that at any given time im there for you to break my heart and try to use me. But I’ll still stick around. Why because I love you. Because I fucking love you. It’s not fair, I know it’s not. I dont know why it happened to be you that I liked, I don’t know why it still is you. Because honestly if I could forget about you and everything we’ve ever said I would. In a heartbeat. I wish it was that easy. I wish I could just wake up and my whole life would be a dream. Everytime I think of you, see you, hear you, or even see your name pop up on Facebook I get sick to my stomach. I’m shaking uncontrollably just typing this. Why I don’t know. But while your with whoever you want doing whatever you want liking whoever you want. All I want is you and for you to know that no matter what. No matter fucking what, you are my whole world and I could never forget you.
(Source: thesedamndays, via bitchesdoitbest)
